444 PURE BLISS
when i left the u.s. for Mexico i had no idea how my journey would unfold. all i knew was that spirit was guiding me to this destination and i had to go — immediately! there was no more time to wait for things to be perfect to do a grand exodus — so in true Aquarian fashion — like my soul sista, Alexis, i just left!
dog in hand + 3 pieces of luggage = i found myself arriving at my first Airbnb in Tulum, Quintana roo, Mexico [that i only reserved for 3 nights — we’ll talk more about that journey later lol]
fast forward to may 2021 i was blessed with the opportunity to hold space for queen goddesses attending the rise of the wild woman retreat hosted by phoenix white [owner of the sacred celestial], ira Calixto [owner of casa mama yemi], and Stephanie [owner of creating within]. i was ready to hold space for these goddesses as they prepared to do the inner work and heal from childhood trauma. who knew that i still had work to do myself. i was reminded that as we grow through life the journey of healing is a constant evolution and never-ending. i am so grateful that i was chosen to help pour into others so i could pour into myself simultaneously.
today, i sit here in pure bliss as i reminisce on this life-changing moment where i felt safe and understood surrounded by so many beautiful queen goddesses. we shared so many personal stories and let the tears flow organically.
this whole experience was so reassuring.
i left knowing that i was on the right path and that my journey was actually just getting started — even though i ‘thought’ it all kicked off in 2019.
while i am not where i want to be at this given moment — I am so proud of the progress and courage that i have shown myself over the years — as it is a constant battle dealing with shadows, ego, and worldly things as you try to stay the course.
but. here. we. are. doing. the. damn. thing. [smile]!
// so i leave you with this beautiful excerpt that i wrote on December 6, 2021 at 4:58am \\
‘she’s strong.
she’s wise.
she’s intelligent.
she no longer has to carry the weight of the world on her back.
she has discovered her superpower + experienced it first hand.
she’s a natural-born leader.
she’s a glowing goddess in the night.
darkness no longer scares her for she is the light that she’s desperately yearned for.
amazing grace how sweet the sound.
to know her is to love her.
for love is the golden key to life.
within the depths of her soul, she is loved for she is love.’
much love, peace + gratitude,
-xo mz april lynne
ps. i don’t take my experiences lightly as i know there is always a message + lesson to be learned. i am grateful that i was chosen to share my experiences with the collective. if you’ve made it down this far — as always thanks for tapping out so you can tap in with yourself!
